Thats just brilliant, I am finally working on getting my life to work for ME. No one else but me….I am working through it and making my head right. Now , “oh Aunty such-and-such says ur CV shouldnt have gaps, and u should work.. oh an her daughter works in this restaurant - you should work there. I am taking u there this afternoon to go ask for a job.”
I have worked with the public before, I am not a people person, at the moment I dont posses the necessary confidence to pull something like that off. And did I mention that I have no current interest in working with strangers, new strangers everyday? I find it hard enough to phone and order food - yes I am capable of doing it, and I have done when necessary. But “oh, u need to get ur life on track and get out there and do shit!” I get it, I fully understand, but u dont understand how what you are suggesting - I just cant seem to bring myself to do. I know that I am capable of it, and if need be I can pull it off - u just dont understand how I cant do that right now. I sound like I’m back-peddling and making excuses, and that may well be the case - but I am going the right direction with myself at the moment, and I am building myself up… I am becoming happy. Let me sort that out and then take it from there, I know - work wise- where I am looking and where I need to go, and that - while it would provide me with money in the interim and something to do with my time…. this would be a distraction.
that insists things
than they seemed.